B'full Life

No matter how much you avoid,
You will always feel that void,
It may seem like an extra load,
But you gotta stand at the crossroad,

It is time like these,
when you simply say "Cheese",
Just smile at it bro,
And go with the flow...

You might try to use your wit,
But that tool ain't there in your kit,
Just hold on to your seats,
And you will listen those heavenly beats,



Believe me it always works,
And never listen to jerks,
Look back and connect those dots,
It might have been very difficult for lots....

Sab Kuch Paa ke bhi,
Haasile Zindagi kuch bhi nahi hai,
Kambakhth jaan kyu jaati hai jaane mai,
Kabhi dard-e-yaadi maazi k lie tadapta raha,
Kabhi hasrate muskat bil k lie bhatakta raha,
Socha na kabhi bhi baare mai haal ke,
Hokar khush bhi jo badhaal raha

I love her but I'm just too shy!!!
10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me...10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th gradeThe phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later That girl is getting married now. I watched her getting married and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" with tears in her eyes. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.










FuneralYears passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

And you neglected I called you out don't please

I said we're stronger than this now

you resurrected mistakes years past it seemed

and they exist to still haunt you

and still you feel like the loneliness

is better replaced by this

I don't believe it this way

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

Growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone

Still clearly I can hear you say

don't leave, don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

I wanted nothing but for that trust again

and brick by brick you would take it

You feared of phantoms and none exist but you

you still saw fit to destroy it

and still you feel like the loneliness

is better replaced by this

I don't believe it this way

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

growing stronger each day

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I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't leave don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

and you neglected I called you out don't please

I said we're stronger than this now

You feared of phantoms and none exist but you

you still saw fit to destroy it

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't leave don't give up on me

two weeks you ran away

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't leave don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't leave don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change


Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon


We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong


Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one


I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me


Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now... Starting now


One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire


I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
than she desert me


oh i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
Starting now, starting now...